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I've been feeling really bad the past couple of days over That Post I made - I SWEAR I have no psychic connection to Johnny, and if I did I have plenty of other ideas I'd much rather be sending him! >_< In all honesty I thought Johnny would never make it clear one way or another. I don't want anyone to think I'm glad or gloating or anything. I feel sad on behalf of my friends, because of course I understand disappointment and I always respect people's fannish emotions. I don't want to feel awkward with anyone. No hard feelings? :(

I'm only awakw because of a really nasty dream that somehow managed to involved *both* my phobias - well, I would only count one of them as an actual phobia, the other is just something I'm scared of, lol (in a stroke of just-woke-up genius I called it a "fauxbia"). But then I realised the Wahaha PV would be out so I didn't want to go back to sleep anyway!! And I'm typing this as I wait for it to dl, because I'm avoiding spoilers on my friends list, haha. XD I've had this conversation a couple of times recently, so some people will know but I'm actually one of the least-bothered people I know about spoilers (it's a consequence of being a soap watcher at points in my life, haha, where the whole *point* is you know what's going to happen, and that's why you watch it, lol) but I really want to experience the PV with no prior knowledge!

But! Even though I had horrible dreams, I do remember a really sweet one that Uchi was in! There was a knock at the door and there he was! XD I asked him how he was, he said he was fine and I thought, What a nice young man! ...Then I was like Wow, I get to answer the door to Uchi! In a manner that suggested I did it all the time, lol. He was visiting my housemates. He'd bought a tyre. Everyone told him that was a stupid thing to buy, but I'd just got a letter that said my car was due for MOT and I said if it needed any new tyres I'd buy it off him, lol.

I found my black shirt that I've lost (I last saw it in the kitchen! But it's gone! ;_; I love that shirt!) but a spider was on it (cue fauxbia!!) but I lured the spider away (from a distance, lol). Then I went upstairs and warned rat_lord about the large arachnid and then I went into a room that doesn't actually exist in out house to brush my teeth because I was going out shopping with vanillafire, adustierstar and hikariblue (I *am* going shopping with two of those people, but guess which one can't make it due to being thousands of miles away? ^^'). Like 8 of us were in there at the same time - for some reason, besides Uchi, a lot of other people had called, which isn't uncommon here XD - and I told Uchi I'd buy the tyre if I needed it and that made him happy. XD

That was actually quite a nice, happy dream with a feeling of great camaraderie! It was very detailed. Uchi was really lovely in it, haha. I feel very warm towards him now! ♥

Now I think I just have time to make tea before my PV finishes dl'ing... though my internet seems to have frozen during the download so I'll need to start again. ARGH!!! >( >( >(

[Edit] OK, seen it!!!!!!! And although I'll probably do a whole other entry's worth of flailing at some point, let me just say I feel like I've been waiting the whole time I've been into K8 for this PV. :D