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I sort of want to do that 5 things meme, where you write "5 ways Ely fills her time at work when she has nothing to do" (but with characters, obviously), but atm I kind of feel like I only want to write JE (well, you know, K8, with crossovers with K-T or NEWS) or D1. So now that's narrowed it down sufficiently, if anyone has any lists they want to see me write, go ahead! ^^' (I might have a go at 5 Reasons Hina is scared of Yasu* myself, but as I said to ilanabean42, all the reasons would be the same. ;) And anyway, hers will be better. ;D)

Recent cause for concern: when I walk back home from work (it's about a mile), I set off feeling fine, but by the time I get home I feel really wobbly and disoriented. The fact that I also seem to feel hungry, and start to feel better after I eat, suggests it's something to do with blood sugar, but maybe I should get that looked at. :/ I've also been feeling ridiculously tired in the evenings, but I've also been waking up earlier, so it's not that I've been neding more sleep; but I'm used to pushing it and being awake till 2, even though I don't want to be, so it's scary to be absolutely unable to stay awake by 11. ^^;; Might all be to do with the beta blockers - I've heard they can, for some reason, cause low blood sugar - but I've not taken one since... last week sometime? Don't remember, but not for a few days, at least. Maybe it's worth checking out... *worryworryworry*

*That translation, incidentally, is a lot of fun - the questions are the sort of thing I'd ask. XD

...This entry was a mess. Man, I'm so bad at making myself clear! x_o

It's Gaiden day, so don't expect anything but gibbering from me for a while. *_* What is it about holding hands that always gets me?

I drank coffee for the first time in ages today, and it made my chest feel absolutely awful. :/ This is worrying. Though tea, coke and chocolate have no effect, so I don't know what it should be about the caffiene in coffee that makes me react. My chest felt a bit bad after the gig the other night too, what with the loudness and all. It's not unscary. o.o

[Edit] The usual methods led to the discovery of another very cute Saiyuki thing that I'd not seen before, so I thought I'd share. :)

Hey, what's with all the good Hyotei fic today? o.o I don't read as much for PoT as I used to, but I'm glad I idly clicked on some fics - excellent OshiGaku from jellypond here and from akahannah here, and also a very nice Higa story (again by jellypond) here. Now gotta find enough brain power to leave feedback.

( I think the fear's come back - joy, eh? )

Which reminds me - got to go to the gym this weekend! Not been for yonks. Wanna write too - get all the important scenes done with, then starting filling in the gaps. Well done, brain, for waiting till I've written 3500 words to let me know I need to write in at least one more character and associated plot-line... ^^'

Ten-chan keeps making these weird whining noises. o.o I'm kinda worried, but he doesn't seem ill... Probably could do with his cage cleaning, though.

Urgh, I feel cheated cos I didn't sleep at all right last night. I love sleeping, so I feel ripped off when it doesn't go right! And to be honest, I've not been sleeping as well as usual recently. :/ It was really hot last night! x_o Made me feel like I had a temperature, so then I started worrying I was ill, and couldn't sleep cos of that. Y'know it's funny, my current method for trying to get into sleepy-frame-of-mind is drawing kana in my mind, lol. My kana-writing skills SUCK (my kana look really ugly and not-Japanese at all) so I'm practicing even without paper. Ha.

I need to go have some blood taken at the hospital, too (went back to the doctor's yesterday and he said it was probably best to check out my thyroid etc, just to be certain. I've actually been feeling much better, so w00t for that, eh?). I've never had it done before, so I'm kinda nervous. It's one of those things, I'm not scared of needles, but I know I'll be fine till I get there, when I'll think how squeamish-making it is. I *am* the most squeamish person in the world, and it has to be said, that even though I'm not scared of injections, they always seem to hurt me. >.<;;

Also, got tagged for a meme by sarinthesky!

- Search your blog archive
- Find your 23rd post
- Find the fifth sentence - this is apparently meant to say something about you.
- Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions
- Tag five people to do the same

...Mine is from the 2nd of August, 2002. XD Look at the deep insightful nature of the sentence:

B and Nat took 5 hours to fix it, lol

I'd been having the ubiquitous computer trouble, lol. In the same entry, I also sang the praises of beccaabbott (still one of the greatest writers I've ever had the privilege of sharing a fandom with!) and was talking about You Go Girl!, my GW-genderswitched fic. >D

I should do that meme where you talk about what was in your LJ six months/1 year/2 years/etc ago... I'll do that one tomorrow, I reckon.