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Dec. 21st, 2007 09:57 pmNot that I want to leap in anyone's grave, or anything, but... if I was to app at
osakahigh_rp as Subaru, would anyone want to play Yasu with me? Or vice versa, I'm easy! Might be a laugh.
Today has been almost a total FAILURE. Rubbish. I did at least do almost all the remainder of my shopping for overseas people, and a lot of packing too, but... *sigh* 47 hasn't even arrived yet, and tomorrow is the last possible chance it has before I go to my mum's, from where I'm going straight to Japan.
This evening I just feel so angry at my anxiety for making a lot of this past few weeks just crumble. I mean, I know I'm not the most organised person at the best of times, but I could've done better. It seems so lame! But there are genuinely times when it's very very hard to do a lot of things I'm otherwise fine with. Seriously, making the tiniest of decisions, and knowing where to start - it can be a huge problem.
I admit, I understand if you don't understand, because it sounds like an excuse. Hell, it feels like one, even to me. It's funny, I'd have no time for anyone who wouldn't make allowance for the problems that my friends are having; but my own don't feel nearly so real. I guess I should both take the same attitude towards anyone who gets impatient with me while I'm not in the best condition, and also stop hoping for extra-special treatment from everyone, just because some other people get it.
And that's enough about that!
[Edit] Forgot to say, got a card today from
kanzenhanzai that made me LOL. XD I wish I could find the old Moon Brothers clip, I think that's the height of mad costuming... XD
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Today has been almost a total FAILURE. Rubbish. I did at least do almost all the remainder of my shopping for overseas people, and a lot of packing too, but... *sigh* 47 hasn't even arrived yet, and tomorrow is the last possible chance it has before I go to my mum's, from where I'm going straight to Japan.
This evening I just feel so angry at my anxiety for making a lot of this past few weeks just crumble. I mean, I know I'm not the most organised person at the best of times, but I could've done better. It seems so lame! But there are genuinely times when it's very very hard to do a lot of things I'm otherwise fine with. Seriously, making the tiniest of decisions, and knowing where to start - it can be a huge problem.
I admit, I understand if you don't understand, because it sounds like an excuse. Hell, it feels like one, even to me. It's funny, I'd have no time for anyone who wouldn't make allowance for the problems that my friends are having; but my own don't feel nearly so real. I guess I should both take the same attitude towards anyone who gets impatient with me while I'm not in the best condition, and also stop hoping for extra-special treatment from everyone, just because some other people get it.
And that's enough about that!
[Edit] Forgot to say, got a card today from
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