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Feb. 7th, 2006 06:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
diamondlifeDo you ever feel like your heart's just going to stop, just like that? I don't know why I feel like that, but I do. It started with a kind of dizziness - not like room-spinning-around-me dizziness, or even falling-over dizziness, but just that feeling of disorientation, like my head's not quite on the same wavelength as my body.
You know, the funny thing is, I never worry about *normal* things. I'm surprisingly rational when it comes to things like bereavement, money, living arrangements, domestic problems and so on: I'm pretty laidback, I accept them and deal with them. Sometimes I find myself wishing for some *real* crisis, just so I can stop worrying about things that may or may not be there.
You know, the funny thing is, I never worry about *normal* things. I'm surprisingly rational when it comes to things like bereavement, money, living arrangements, domestic problems and so on: I'm pretty laidback, I accept them and deal with them. Sometimes I find myself wishing for some *real* crisis, just so I can stop worrying about things that may or may not be there.
