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Note to anyone who might want to get me Christmas presents: I'll be buying myself the limited edition of Forty Seven, but if anyone wants to get me a £30 present, the regular edition is lookin' good. XD (Haha, £30 sounds like so much less than $60. XD) I think Forty Seven is a much better title than E?! Honma?! Bikkuri!! - for some reason it really struck me. Titles do that sometimes. ^_^ There's no Wonder Boy on it, which makes me a little bit sad cos I prefer that song to Fantastic Music; and there's no Down Up, but!! there is One, which makes me very happy, because I missed that on the 4th. :D :D :D Only 6 weeks till release!! ...but by then I'll have had to complete at least two (and probably 3) bits of assessment. O.O Eeek! [Edit] You know, certain TOKIO DVDs have hidden tracks and Easter Eggs on. It'd be awesome if that happened more often! ...Which reminds me, I still kind of regret not buying TOKIO DVDs when I was in Japan, but they seemed expensive at 6000+ yen. ...Yeah. *hangs head*

I sort of don't need the feeling that people I like don't want to talk to me right now, but I also kind of feel like the level that I'm at has transcended worrying about it. I look at myself and go "Yeah fine, I did OK today - mistakes have been made in the past, but everyone makes them; try better next time!" But on the downside, I'm right down at the nitty gritty, the stuff you *can't* look at and go "Well, that's irrational", or "If I just worked on *this* about myself..." The inside out stuff. The stuff through the trapdoor. I wish I could turn it into something I understood.