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[diamondlife]

Been toying with the idea of joining the gym for ages now, but am hesitant in part because of the clothing. *shudder* It just ain't my style, y'know?! I'm scared everyone will somehow know this and find it hilarious. ^^' Also, I wonder if I should quickly get checked out with my GP before I do anything - is that sensible, or is it paranoid? Because, let's face it, I'm a complete hypochondriac with terrifying visions of being one of those people who collapses and dies of an undiagnosed heart complaint. :/ (This is especially worsened by the memory of something in Dr Pettinger's expression when he listened to my heart just before prescribing me beta blockers. And the kind of odd feeling in my chest I seem to sometimes get on exertion recently. See, told you I was a hypochondriac.) I don't feel to have had much energy recently, and I wonder if doing some slightly more strenuous exercise would help. I should also probably, you know, drink some water sometime. (It's something I hardly ever do, especially in winter, and I wonder if that would also solve some things. ^^')

I think the main thing is conquering those old high school PE fears. XD

Also, after seeing these pictures, I'm just *so* going to have to buy that second Gaiden tankoubon. And the first one. *dies*

Contemplating making self Saiyuki moodtheme, from scratch. Do I have enough patience? Or, for that matter, competence? ^^'

[Edit] Also, when considering incestuous pairings, why do people always include cousins? That's almost as pansy-ass an excuse for incest as all those "step-brother" manga. Pah! I demand at least half-sibling-ness! ;)