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top_cagnotte, but I'm having real difficulty. Do they want me to list *all* the pairings I *might* write, and all the pairings I *couldn't* do? Cos there are plenty I really don't care enough to do. ^^' I think I'll just pare down the list to the ones I really feel easiest dealing with.
Also want to get rated attenipuri_rating. Another complicated questionnaire! *bites nails*
I also gave up on this application form, cos it's too hard! ^^;; The idea of temping again for a year is starting to make a lot more sense. I can comfortably get my Level 4 whilst in a not-too-stressful position, and hopefully get some teaching experience somewhere, whether it's voluntary or I end up working for a specific teaching agency. I don't need the security of a salary *right* now, so I might as well keep the freedom as long as I can. All I need is enough income to live on, and my living costs aren't too high right now. I just want to be able to keep living in the manner to which I've become accustomed! ^_~ I've not lost anything at all by doing my PGCE, and hopefully sometime I'll even actually get to use it! But there's no rush. I can hang on till I see something I *really* want. The application form I've got now is primarily for numeracy teaching, which I feel less comfortable with anyway. :/ Hey, I might end up back at uni after all! *laughs* I'm no nearer knowing what I want to do than I am a year ago, but hey. I'm feeling easy-going about it right now. It's bound to work out somehow, as long as I'm not out on the street! ;)
Moving onto entirely different matters, I woke up at about 1.30 this afternoon, after going to bed at nearly 6. -_- As I was waking up, though, I was suddenly assailed by images of Atobe wearing that leopard-print coat (which I can't find a pic of right now, darnit) with nothing underneath. Mm, fur coat, no knickers! *snerk* ...I also remember contemplating, quite clearly, how it wouldn't work in an AtoTez fic, but I could really see it going in a SanaAto direction - regreattbly, cos I don't really care for the latter pairing. Then I started reminiscing about the days of MLs, when I'd feel perfectly happy posting something random like that to an ML, but I'd never dream of musing out loud on an LJ comm. People get precious about their friends lists being cluttered; but there's also the thing that (as I noticed last night, LJ-hopping) that PoT people are nostalgic for the heydays of fandom back in ought-four, when meta was discussed and crack and stuff generated randomly. There aren't really *comms* for that kind of thing; people do (or did) it in their own journals, but you don't get to meet new people that way, and you don't feel comfortable taking part if you're not a friend, but just randomly stumble across it. This culminated in me wanting to make a comm, maybe for n00bs like me, and others who might want fresh crack, where we can share all our randomosity and party like it's a year ago. Or something. I've never been one for big meta discussions, and I know they can get wearing when you've read them twenty times before, but I still think it'd be nice to have something like that, where the emphasis is on sparking conversation and sharing the weird thoughts that come to you usually when you're in that honeymoon period with a series. And hey, I know from GW that that honeymoon can last a long time! So it's lonely when other people have got something new; or when you know there are people out there you want to meet, but you don't know where they are! ...So anyway, I wanted to make a comm, but I couldn't think of a name, and I felt my n00bishness too much anyway, so I didn't. I fail.
Um. What was I doing again? Oh, yes, reading a fic. *cough* And in spirit of pimpage I rec something from a few days ago. It's Mizuki, trying to get Fuji to remember who he is. *grin* Mission: Impossible. I once had a BeKami idea like that. *grin*
top_cagnotte, but I'm having real difficulty. Do they want me to list *all* the pairings I *might* write, and all the pairings I *couldn't* do? Cos there are plenty I really don't care enough to do. ^^' I think I'll just pare down the list to the ones I really feel easiest dealing with. Also want to get rated at
tenipuri_rating. Another complicated questionnaire! *bites nails*I also gave up on this application form, cos it's too hard! ^^;; The idea of temping again for a year is starting to make a lot more sense. I can comfortably get my Level 4 whilst in a not-too-stressful position, and hopefully get some teaching experience somewhere, whether it's voluntary or I end up working for a specific teaching agency. I don't need the security of a salary *right* now, so I might as well keep the freedom as long as I can. All I need is enough income to live on, and my living costs aren't too high right now. I just want to be able to keep living in the manner to which I've become accustomed! ^_~ I've not lost anything at all by doing my PGCE, and hopefully sometime I'll even actually get to use it! But there's no rush. I can hang on till I see something I *really* want. The application form I've got now is primarily for numeracy teaching, which I feel less comfortable with anyway. :/ Hey, I might end up back at uni after all! *laughs* I'm no nearer knowing what I want to do than I am a year ago, but hey. I'm feeling easy-going about it right now. It's bound to work out somehow, as long as I'm not out on the street! ;)
Moving onto entirely different matters, I woke up at about 1.30 this afternoon, after going to bed at nearly 6. -_- As I was waking up, though, I was suddenly assailed by images of Atobe wearing that leopard-print coat (which I can't find a pic of right now, darnit) with nothing underneath. Mm, fur coat, no knickers! *snerk* ...I also remember contemplating, quite clearly, how it wouldn't work in an AtoTez fic, but I could really see it going in a SanaAto direction - regreattbly, cos I don't really care for the latter pairing. Then I started reminiscing about the days of MLs, when I'd feel perfectly happy posting something random like that to an ML, but I'd never dream of musing out loud on an LJ comm. People get precious about their friends lists being cluttered; but there's also the thing that (as I noticed last night, LJ-hopping) that PoT people are nostalgic for the heydays of fandom back in ought-four, when meta was discussed and crack and stuff generated randomly. There aren't really *comms* for that kind of thing; people do (or did) it in their own journals, but you don't get to meet new people that way, and you don't feel comfortable taking part if you're not a friend, but just randomly stumble across it. This culminated in me wanting to make a comm, maybe for n00bs like me, and others who might want fresh crack, where we can share all our randomosity and party like it's a year ago. Or something. I've never been one for big meta discussions, and I know they can get wearing when you've read them twenty times before, but I still think it'd be nice to have something like that, where the emphasis is on sparking conversation and sharing the weird thoughts that come to you usually when you're in that honeymoon period with a series. And hey, I know from GW that that honeymoon can last a long time! So it's lonely when other people have got something new; or when you know there are people out there you want to meet, but you don't know where they are! ...So anyway, I wanted to make a comm, but I couldn't think of a name, and I felt my n00bishness too much anyway, so I didn't. I fail.
Um. What was I doing again? Oh, yes, reading a fic. *cough* And in spirit of pimpage I rec something from a few days ago. It's Mizuki, trying to get Fuji to remember who he is. *grin* Mission: Impossible. I once had a BeKami idea like that. *grin*
